Life Lessons

So this week's blog is about life lessons. I then thought to myself and started saying what did I learn so far. I learned a lot over the years and decided to write about this specific one. When you have a friend from childhood, you expect them to stay with you throughout the years. I still have some friends from like elementary school. Like I still have Michelle, I was her first friend when we met in pre-k. We've gotten through the years together. I'm glad we did stay together. But there was someone I didn't expect to leave. I was shocked and didn't know what to do. I kept thinking what I did wrong. It made me feel like everything was my fault and I felt so guilty for everything. I thought to myself, "Wow they made a big impact on my life and he's not here anymore." I didn't know what to do. I was scared to say something. I tried to forget but it's really hard forgetting memories and the person who I spent my childhood with. So I'm like okayyy whatever I can't think about this because it's so stupid holding onto someone that isn't going to do anything or be there for me. This thought kept going through my head. I kept thinking that he did what he had to do so he can be happy. He decided that he didn't want me in his life anymore and I can't do anything about it so I tried not thinking about it and be happy. It's hard but I'll try and get through it. So not everyone you meet and used to be friends with is going to be in your life forever. People come and go. They leave for reasons. I'm glad that I have friends that stayed with me through tough times and didn't decide to leave me. That person taught me a lesson. I don't expect people to stay with me forever. Everything happens for a reason. So that's it for this week's blog and I'll see you guys next week.